I’m super nervous about Saturday. I have my orange belt test for Tae Kwon Do to take. I practiced over and over. I know the routine. I should be good to go. I just don’t like standing in front of people and being graded. I’m scared that I’ll forget everything. Gaaaahhhh….
I also have to break through two pieces of wood… which freaks me out. D: In class, we use these plastic practice boards with different difficultly levels. When trying to break them, I kept giggling and smiling cause I’m nervous. I was told I should get angry at the board or find some inner rage or something… but I don’t like feeling angry. It makes me feel more vulnerable than stronger. SOOO…. instead, I pretend I’m Sailor Jupiter. ‘Cause I’m a dork, and she’s the best fighter from the inner senshi. (And it kinda worked, I could break most of the boards that way.)
Let’s hope it works on the real boards and I don’t break my drawing hand! Ha Ha…heh… :/